So. Here I am.
I rashly thought that I was better and I wasn’t. I’m taking nothing for granted this time! I’m picking up some pieces of life and thought and experience and trying to glue them all together again and it may take a while. Anyway, I’m feeling more in control of my depression, and today I shall do what I can and not desire too much more than I can handle! Is that the key?Is there a key at all? How do I do this over and over again? Does it end? Does it just get better? Do I become complacent about my situation? I’m all questions and worry and no answers. I feel wobbly and angry and flattened out all at once. In my head I’m running miles and miles away.
((Pippa))
I don’t have the answers either – all I know is you’re getting there. Two steps forward, one step back – that’s how it works. Ultimately, you get to a place where ‘forward’ exists more powerfully than ‘back’. Till then, you just have to keep on keeping on.
There are lots of positives in your post, yunno?
Walking with you in case you should need a safe pair of hands.
xx
I can’t thank you enough for that, Witchy. i feel safer and happier already. xx